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2003-05-21 - 11:04 p.m.
im sure most of the people that used to read this dont anymore. im graduating tomorrow im very fucking happy but all of my friends are younger than me. my boyfriend is younger than me. i dont like that.i dont want to meet new people. im fine with the friends i have now. i can deal with one year of isolation. then next year ryane the girl is coming to live with me. WOO! my boyfriend on the other hand has awhile to go. i dont want to meet another guy in college because i trust and love my boyfriend now. we think alike. i hate change. why couldn't my friends be older. oh well atleast i have friends now. college will be such a hard transition because i am so shy around people i dont know. i hope i like my college. if not im fucked. i can always go to hair school but thats not my passion. music is. this is my time to be truly independent that is scary. am i really ready for this? well ready or not im being thrown into a whole new life. for the better or worse im not so sure. wow this sounds like a reality tv show. how tragically pathetic. tune in next week kids to see if amanda falls flat on her face. oh yeah ill try to update more.
